Even if I fall today
Is there anyone willing to rescue me?
Once I disappear in the despair
Will you come with me?
The light's out and I'm alone
The bed is moving and the noise is gone
Someone's playing with my head
I guess you don't believe me yet.
I'm a grown up afraid of the dark
There's no one to tell, no one to laugh
I wish I could sleep next to my mom
But I have to act like everything's fine.
I watch a show with guilt every night
With something running always on my mind
I wish I could escape from 9 AM
Deep inside me I know I can't.
People say time goes fast once you're 18
I started this road back when I was young
But I guess they're right since I'm dying
Dying to sleep without waking up.
The sun is up and I am too
I guess I could run but my legs won't move
I'll take an apple or maybe two
I wish I could have something stronger, and so do you.