I'll never be


I must confess that I'm not coming back

but you must know that by now

You're always worried I'm going to be gone

and when I am, you barely remember

you barely notice that I have already left


I must confess that I'm unsure

The idea keeps coming, but it's never fulfilled

I'm sorry I have disappointed you

because even when your mouth lies

I can see a smile showing on your eyes


I must confess that I may have lied too

Because every time I run, I'm trying to escape

You keep crying when you see my face

Afraid of saying anything I don't like

Afraid of being the one to blame


I must confess that I care

Even when you sing happy sounds

It seems like you're cutting me with a knife

But you know that I'll stay

You know I'll never be brave